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April 25, 2006
Sometimes
I've got out of the habit of posting regularly. At times, the knitting seems significant, important, compelling. At others, it feels like a job of work.
Commitments to be met, ends to be tied up. Dear old Dad has requested a cardigan (de rigeur for men in the coming seasons) with which to accessorise his advancing years, and working on it calls to mind the title of Sharon's blog. Dad, you have over twice my upper body surface area. Also a Ferragamo inspired summer cardigan, which just needs a few minutes of concentration with a calculator before I can continue. Mr Raitte is shooting donkeys (cameras, not guns) on the Indian subcontinent, and I've been distracting myself from the quiet house with constant engagements - and in consequence have barely knit a stitch. In The War of Art, Pressfield explains that the challenge of seriously pursuing a creative path, is staying focussed on the task in hand, acknowledging it isn't always fun, or easy. Dad told me once, as I complained about an unreasonable client demanding yet another rewrite, that anyone can write copy. The real test of creativity is to discover a new approach even after the first, second and third attempts haven't worked.
We have along weekend approaching, and rain is forecast for Sunday. Knitters and gardeners pray for rain. Maybe I can finish something.
Posted by Anna at April 25, 2006 11:38 PM
Comments
Good luck. It does feel like work sometimes, doesn't it? But then something sparks your interest and it's all you can do to wait until you get home, instead of leaving work and running to the nearest yarn shop. I'm about to finish my sockpal socks, to which I've been oddly faithful, stopping only to make blocks for charity blankets. Knowing that they're almost done and I have no deadlines for anything afterwards, and I can pick whatever I want to work on, has made me nearly giddy. I want to giggle and skip all the way to the yarn shop.
Posted by: Carrie at April 26, 2006 12:08 AM
I hope your husband comes back safely. Also: how is your handknitting business going?
Posted by: Christina at April 26, 2006 02:35 AM
You know, I've always assumed that Mr. Raitte must be a charming and interesting fellow, given his excellent taste in wives, but this: " Mr Raitte is shooting donkeys (cameras, not guns) on the Indian subcontinent" just about blew me away. My secret career desire in a nutshell.
Posted by: Ashley at April 26, 2006 04:27 AM
I think sometimes too it is nice to have a little break, to take a few steps back... Then the wave of creativity comes back to heat the shore...
Posted by: francoise at April 26, 2006 08:51 AM
I'll hope for rain for both of us. I'm glad to know that I'm not the only knitter who struggles to continue when a project is less than exciting.
Posted by: Stephanie at April 26, 2006 04:16 PM
I can really identify with what you're saying today. When my creative urges wanes every now and then, my initial reaction is always a bit of panic - have I lost my love for it, is it gone for good? Then later I get a grip on things and realise it's ok, the interest comes and goes. And I should just ride the waves and revel in the creative spark when it consumes me and just go about with other things in life when it is absent. But it is a bit annoying when the spark is not with me because the high I get from creative things is just so energising and invigorating.
Posted by: erin at April 26, 2006 04:16 PM
Ahhhhh India.....my desire has always been to visit India, ever since George Harrison went there back in the late 1960's, early 1970's. Knitting is perfect for rainy days and winter days. Spring is here in Ontario and I'm going to break tradition and knit through the summer. I'm waiting for my yarn to arrive so I can start "Claude".....can't wait. My plan too is to make socks for everyone for Christmas! I love your blog and check in frequently.
Posted by: Leslie at April 26, 2006 04:16 PM
Perhaps this is time for reading rather than knitting? When the pleasure fades from knitting (if one is indeed knitting for pleasure and not profit), then maybe a small respite is required. I'm reading In Pursuit of Love, which I believe I picked up at your suggestion (via my trolling through your archives), and I am enjoying it immensely. Thank you.
Posted by: Gina at April 26, 2006 05:10 PM
It does happen sometimes, doesn't it? I've been questioned about my creativity recently, and is still quite lost regarding how I feel about it.
Wish your husband come back safe and sound.
Posted by: yuvee at April 26, 2006 08:33 PM
I know EXACTLY how you feel. I've definitely hit the wall in my knitting "marathon". Lets hope we both find the strength to keep going.
Posted by: knitannie at April 27, 2006 07:37 AM
I adore reading your posts. You are so poetic and make everything sound delightful. Even when your knitting seems to be hum drum.
Posted by: Sarah at April 27, 2006 06:55 PM
Love your Dad's comment about creativity! I had to learn when younger that slap-dash was not always inspired, but sometimes just a first attempt that needed more work. What are you thinking of knitting for summer wear? I know your summer is quite a bit different than mine, so am dying to see!
Posted by: Birdsong at April 29, 2006 04:07 PM
wow...you are ultra inspiring...I visited your website...and came to tears...so nice to see your passions explored. I guess all of us crafters get overwhelmed with the rollercoaster of completion.
peaceness
Posted by: Anonymous at April 30, 2006 05:11 AM
Having just had a long weekend, which of course was spent knitting, I can see why you want rain, the two or three in this instance just go together.
I do enjoy reading your knitting adventures, you are an inspiration.
Posted by: Sharon at May 1, 2006 05:43 AM
Hi Anna,
I just saw your latest pattern up on Magknits; it's lovely, as usual. Having finally sent off my last "obligation" knitting, I've got a rare chunk of knitting-for-me time stretching out before me, and you keep making it harder to decide what to make!
Posted by: jodi at May 1, 2006 06:02 PM
Congrats on yet another wonderful pattern featured on the cover of Magknits...... Your talents never cease to amaze....
Posted by: Catheryn at May 1, 2006 06:43 PM
I purchased your 3 sock patterns, and made copies. Unfortunately, I could only copy them in tiny tiny print which I am going to have trouble reading. I didn't make a file copy because I don't know how to do that. So, after many attempts to change the print size, I totally lost the screen and now very disappointed that I cannot get the screen back without repaying through paypal. Help. Do you ever sell hard copies? I would be willing to pay again and also pay for postage rather than try again via the pdf version. Thanks for any consideration and suggestions.
Posted by: Joanne Lester at May 2, 2006 03:41 AM
Another "I saw your pattern on MagKnits" post. What a lovely take on some classic ideas.
Posted by: jpknits at May 3, 2006 04:50 PM